I am having a major case of anxiety and it seems like no one gives a poop.
I don’t know what to do. I try to reach out but there is only silence. I don’t want to burden people, but I don’t want to be alone. I hate when I feel this way. It’s been happening a lot lately.
I feel as if the people closest to me are too busy with their own issues to notice, or care, for mine. I don’t know what I’m even talking about now since my mind is clouded. All I know is that I want to cry. A lot.
Maybe it’s the side effects from all of the medication I am taking. Maybe it’s the depression caused by my poor health and everything concerning that. Maybe it’s a bit of both.
I feel like something ominous is about to happen. I feel stressed and scared – almost like I have some major assignment/test that will determine something important, but am unprepared. That’s a silly way of explaining it, but that’s all I’ve got at the moment.